Hi.

To all my faithful stalkers that didn't give up on me(or my blog).

http://amplifierofmy-soul.tumblr.com/

-This blog is currently DEAD-

...maybe till i get my home internet connection back? MAYBE ONLY.

GG.
I think I'm back to the secondary-school-me again.
A.K.A the-dead-man-walking.
It's not good.

I miss 2008.
2008 was my favourite year.
That period, I was so enthusiastic about life.
I thought I'm finally a new person.
But it was only temporary.

*sigh*
2009.
I sorta 'degenerated'.
I lost my vision and purpose of life.
Whenever I think of the future, it's a nightmare.

Now I'm back to where I started.
Anti-social.
It's still the same old me.
Kid.



I guess what i need is,
people to teach me how to live life.

Alright. I've realised my blog died ... again.
Lazy to blog?
No inspirations?
Not sure.
All I say is ...



I've got nothing to say.



... at the moment, that is.

To all the lonely people out in the world :


"I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone."
-Lance Clayton


Makes sense.
Got this quote from the movie, World's Greatest Dad.
Do watch it.

I confessed to my Dad about my poor performance in school.
My Dad didn't scold me.
He wasn't angry.
He simply talked to me in a understanding manner.

I felt so guilty.

My Dad is probably one of the nicest person on earth.
He's generous with his allowance.
Paid for my new handphone.
Paid for my bills.

And here I am, being such a kid.
Skipping classes all the time.
Slacking here and there.

My Dad told me, I'm actually a smart kid, just that I'm plain lazy.
My dad is right, I couldn't agree more.
Not that I'm praising myself or anything, but I really do believe I can do it.
I'm just distracted.

Dad, I swear when I grow up, I'll get myself an awesome career,
and make it big.
And then I'll pay you back a hundredfold of what you have given to me.





P.S. haha i teared when i wrote this.

My this semester's performance so far.
SUCKS.

I guess I'm better off retaking the whole semester. I learnt no shit at all.
But the thought of retaining is like URGH, FEELS SO LEFT BEHIND.

Forget it, even if i have to retain, I know I'm actually a genius.
Buay hiao bai WOOHOO.




CB LA RETAIN SUX LA WALAO, LATER ALL MY FRIENDS GRADUATE LIAO
THEN LEFT ME HAVEN'T GRADUATE THEN WALAO
THEN RETAIN SHIT WTF THE WASTE MY LIFE IN SCHOOL
WTFWTFWTF I WANT ENJOY LIFE DE LEH NBCB.